Thursday, October 8, 2009

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Just to truly update anyone out there on my life... This past weekend, I made a difficult decision to break up with my boyfriend of nearly 2 years. This was quite possibly the hardest decision I have made in my life. Divorcing my ex (Alex) was by far easier.

I truly love Wesley heart, mind, body and soul. I just think that we helped each other become different people (in some ways) than the people we were when we met. This is NOT a bad thing! I just feel like I was preventing him from being more than he is now. I allowed things to happen that if I had just been more honest with him, could have been resolved. So in many ways.. I was just dumb! LOL

And he is, rightfully, angry about this, as it was a shock for him to hear how I feel. Communication has always been my downfall. Which is kind of funny considering how much I talk!

Any way...

I am therefore reviewing my past and present so that I can figure out where I am going in the future.

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