Ciggies

So I am almost done quitting smoking... It has taken me longer than I wanted. I still want to LIGHT the dang things even if I don't want to smoke them! How crazy is that!
I have 4 left. This will be the last 4. I will be buying no more. I cannot bum at wk, wouldn't want to, really. I am on the chantix. It is doing REALLY well. So tomorrow I start my bank of money... everytime I would usually buy smokes, I will drop in $3... which is the ave of what I have been spending.
I feel LOTS better and am much morechipper and energetic... quite annoying actually.
I was supposed to be QUIT for good last week, on Sunday. Then I broke down and bought some Sunday afternoon, gave 12 of the 20 cigs to my ex husband, then bought more on Tuesday. Let someone else bum 5 of those 20, then bought a pack Fri am. So of 43 cigarettes I have had to light over the last week, I have 4 left then that habit is going away for good. NO more.
My grandfather keeps saying he is going to do something for me when he knows I have quit. In a way that makes me NOT want to tell him I have quit. Does that make sense?
I am
NOT DOING THIS FOR
Grandaddy Stella
Daddy Emily
Vinnie Mary
or even
Wesley

DOING THIS FOR ME.... for my health and frankly, for my budget!
So I will be about $20 a week richer and I will breathe easier while I am doing it!